I wasn’t expecting that news lol
But I can’t say I didn’t see it coming
This reminds me, again it’s true
My intuition/discernment
was correct about you.
So where does that leave me
Broke busted and disgusted?
not at all, I’m somewhat relieved.
I asked God for a way out
And he answered my prayers
I pray He answers hers
when you decide to leave.
I wish we could be strangers again
And go back to simpler times
I really want a fresh start
I don’t know you
You don’t know me
And our focus was on our work
And not so much on each other
Well …I know I’m not your focus
So I’ll speak for myself.
I care too much
This I know.
And sometimes I hate myself for it.
do you hate me now?
have the memories
that you love to relive
become nightmares in your mind too?
because in each one there was a remnant
of evil that you missed?
And now that you’re going back
and collecting the coins of my heartbreak
you realize that it was your destiny
to not invest in me?
do I taste bitter? Salty do I seem?
Am I not sweet enough?
does my liqueur make you squeem?
how do I make you speak
about the taste of me
when in truth
you never took the time
to learn my recipe.
I’m angry yes,
bitter salty, it’s true.
but remember the coins
you collect from me
were dropped by you.
You have many words.
and I have wounds.
I also have suspicions
that, with each day
seem to be confirmed.
but is it bias?
or is it believable.
I don’t know…
Sometimes
I don’t like
how it feels
to be close
To you.
you run your mouth
And feed me truths
that are hard to eat.
When the lies
you used
To cover
Them with
Tasted so sweet.
