Thursday, July 6, 2023

thoughts in yin.

do to them what they did to you

just so you can see how it feels

become careless

and cruel to the world.

don’t answer texts back

or any calls at all.

no one shall receive help.

lie to others 

so that you can feel better

about all of the times

the truth was withheld from you.

betray your friends.

sacrifice their character

and reputation so that you can “become”.

you are better

and more deserving, so take.

steal it if you have to. 

forget important dates.

crash them 

when you remember.

wear that mask 

until it cracks. 

then steal another one

to wear in glory. 

when you’re done 

remember how they treated you.

remember how they deserved it all

for never thinking twice 

about if you deserved it at all. 

fake forgiveness 

and never forget.

Plot their sabotage

and throw their plans

of being happy 

into the garbage

the same way 

they threw you away to be discarded. 

stomp on them. 

keep going.

a little more.

Yes, further.

Now choke them,

and dare them to scream. 

sit in their ashes 

and pretend you were burned.

it was a fire,

it was a dream. 

a hell to sit in alone,

i hope it gets hard 

for them to breathe.

throw daggers at their side

and watch them bend over in mercy

be cruel. 

watch them beg.

the dirty fools, 

I always pitied. 

never again. 


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