you are my favorite song to listen to.
i'm always excited
when your track plays
because i know
i'll never skip you.
i get to enjoy
endless replays
of your love.
this small collection
of thoughts
is corny and sweet
but it's true.
my favorite way
to pass time
is by being immersed
in my favorite tune,
and that's you.
do you want to be the guy
who buys me flowers
when the rain is chilly
And the sun is darkening
how about a bouquet of roses
in the color of fire
or peonies in my power color
what about sunflowers
to appreciate the beauty
in my feminine being
or a plant that I can tend to
and grow old with
do you want to be the guy
who buys me flowers
when I’m moody and miserable
and when a smile is not enough
to express my joy
buy them for any reason
during any season
And like the garden they are pulled from
my love for you
will always be in bloom...
if you buy me flowers
i guess what I'm looking for...
is reassurance that you wont change your mind.
others hopped in the car with me
claiming they are going where I'm going.
and halfway through,
they get out.
and suddenly I'm left
taking the ride
on my own.
only one time
did I turn back around
and try to follow
where someone else went.
what a desolate road,
paved with terrible sounds of hell
and a torment
that took up residence in my heart.
never again.
now you and I
are journeying together
and the view is sunny.
but i know some days
it'll be cloudy.
it will definitely storm.
i pray we never go through
a tornado or hurricane.
but if we do,
we will take cover
together.
promise me,
we'll take cover
together.
are you sure
you'll stand by me no matter what
are you sure this journey
is not too long?
are you built for a long time
not just a good time?
are you sure?
because I don't want to be wrong.
don’t use me
as a prop to feel good
what’s going on
on the inside
needs medicine
taken on the outside
but baby I’m no antidote
save me
for when you need
a little honey
in your tea.
go before me
clear the way
so I can see a path forward
let my knees bear witness of my faith
humble and frail I come
strong and renewed I leave
teach me a new song
on instruments only you hear
teach me to sing
as softly as I need to
teeach me to wail
as loudly as I need to
so that I can be heard by you
clear the way
for your joy
so that I may know
troubles a short while
my grief, I cling to
but your promises
your path
your ways
show me.
so that I may
love longer.
do to them what they did to you
just so you can see how it feels
become careless
and cruel to the world.
don’t answer texts back
or any calls at all.
no one shall receive help.
lie to others
so that you can feel better
about all of the times
the truth was withheld from you.
betray your friends.
sacrifice their character
and reputation so that you can “become”.
you are better
and more deserving, so take.
steal it if you have to.
forget important dates.
crash them
when you remember.
wear that mask
until it cracks.
then steal another one
to wear in glory.
when you’re done
remember how they treated you.
remember how they deserved it all
for never thinking twice
about if you deserved it at all.
fake forgiveness
and never forget.
Plot their sabotage
and throw their plans
of being happy
into the garbage
the same way
they threw you away to be discarded.
stomp on them.
keep going.
a little more.
Yes, further.
Now choke them,
and dare them to scream.
sit in their ashes
and pretend you were burned.
it was a fire,
it was a dream.
a hell to sit in alone,
i hope it gets hard
for them to breathe.
throw daggers at their side
and watch them bend over in mercy
be cruel.
watch them beg.
the dirty fools,
I always pitied.
never again.
